The end is close! The end is close! 8D
So tomorrow is officially the last day of SPM WOOHOO! I'll be having my final Economics paper, finishing at 4pm. Gonna be a long day but bah! At least it's the end of all damnation! So damn lazy to study hard for Econ but i want to higher the chance of me getting a higher scholarship. :C
As I mentioned earlier, my schedule after SPM is rather packed. Having prom on the 10th and not enough time to shop for my prom stuff. So far I've got my dress (which wasn't really my dream prom dress, bought it in a hurry) and prolly gonna hijack one of mom's heels or if i can look for a nicer one in time.
And then there's Comic Fiesta! Might only be able to go for only Day 1 because my uncle and his family from Australia will be visiting KL FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME, and their Malaysians...
Well! At least there are some people way more unpatriotic than i am.
I've actually bought the 2 day early bird ticket but might sell it off to my friends. Not even sure if I'm able to even get inside the event hall thanks to last year's mess. :/ Anyways, i'll still be looking forward to meet up and camwhore with cosplay buddies! Not forgetting the mass COD-ing i have to do.
Oh wait! Might not have enough time to learn to drive either. Since my schedule for December is super packed and I'll most prolly be starting College next Jan. It's not that i want to start early! If given the choice I'll definitely start on March. But my course's intake is either on Jan or July... July is too freaking long for a break and by the time I might end up a hikikomori slacking and rotting at home. D: So i have no choice but to go for the Jan intake.
Have so many things in mind to blog about! Lowyat.net make up hauls, cheapo make up hauls, cosplay plan update and many many moaaaaaar.
Can't wait for the end! I can smell complete freedom already!
Wednesday, 5 December 2012
Waiting for the end.
Monday, 5 November 2012
The time has come.
So in exactly 7 hours more. I'll be sitting for the examination of damnation aka SPM. D:
As usual, the first paper would be BM. One of he few subjects I'm hopeful of.
To be honest, I haven't been really studying super hardcore like others. And up till now I admit feeling extremely guilty and about it. See, it's happening again. I knew I'll regret yet I still don't put in any hard work or effort. That's how freaking lazy I am. :(
Even yesterday (Sunday), I didn't really feel nervous or scared. Maybe it's because I'm confident? Or is it that I don't bother? So much mixed feelings I don't even... T____T but then the kan cheong-ness started to kick in around the evening so I guess that's alright.
Well, all I CAN do now is do my very very best in all the papers to come! I know it's not enough but I will do my utmost best. I have to believe in myself!
That aside, here's a list of to-dos and things that I'm looking forward to AFTER SPM HOHOHO. 8D in no particular order.
1) LEARN TO DRIVE A CAR GODAMMIT! Have been wanting to do this forever but don't have the time /excuse but before that I have to retake my undang which have been forever postponed because... No time orz /foreverexcuse
2) CLEAN AND CLEAR MY ROOM. My room is like a dump site. Literally looks like the aftermath of a typhoon lol. Need to clean and tidy it up and have to throw away a hell lot of unwanted stuff.
3) SELL ALL THE UNWANTED THINGS. Clothes, accessories, story books, face/body/whatever products, other random shit and most importantly REFERENCE BOOKS MUAHAHAHA!
4) REVAMP MY WARDROBE + PROM DRESS HUNTING. As I'll be starting college next year, I thought I'd want to look more like an adult. No more tee shirts and shorts/jeans please. Can use the money earned from sales to buy new clothes! As for prom dress, don't really wanna spend too much on it since I'll only be wearing it once.
5) GET NEW FURNITURE FOR MY ROOM. Since my parents and I switched room due to some feng shui thingy, my current room is lacking of a bookshelf and a proper study table. My current table is like some random cacat foldable table and my books are stacked on the floor lol. Can imagine how messy it is. :/
6) CLASS TRIP! 3 days 2 night trip to Penang and langkawi I think? Time for some quality time with my dear classmates! :D
7) PROM. Hmm dunno how should I feel about this. Half excited, half no shit given lol.
8) SETTLE CF PLAN. Not much to settle actually since the characters I chose this year are quite simple and doesn't have much accessories and props whatsoever. And I'll be going solo too. Just need to make sure I got everything. Oh, and need to get contacts sighs. /moneygone
9) PRACTICE MAKE UP! I shall! Don't wanna fail yet again! I want to have that proud feeling of doing justice to a character! TwT
10) LOSE WEIGHT ORZ. The only thing that's making me fail in every cosplay. T____T I have really large bones and a lot of meat so it makes me look really bulky like some amazon warrior lol. And I'm not really tall so yeah. Shall work hard on this too! I wanna be fit and look good ! ヽ(；▽；)ノ
11) WATCH ALL THE ANIMES. Hah! A must on almost every to-do list lol. Old ones, new ones, ongoing ones. So many of them!
12) READ ALL THE BOOKS! Bought a couple of books from book fairs and cheap sales and they still remain untouched. :(
13) BALIK KAMPUNGS? Yeah prolly going back to visit my sick aunt and to meet my overseas cousins which I haven't seen in a very long time! Why are my hometowns at the other side of Malaysia orz!
14) RANDOM OUTING WITH FRIENDS. Bound to happen since everyone's celebrating haha! :D
That's about it! So much to do in a month! I hope I'll be able to accomplish everything. :D
Finally, all the best to all SPM students! May you all have a clear and calm mind to answer all the questions well! ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ
Now I shall sleep and will be awake in another 5 hours orz.
As usual, the first paper would be BM. One of he few subjects I'm hopeful of.
To be honest, I haven't been really studying super hardcore like others. And up till now I admit feeling extremely guilty and about it. See, it's happening again. I knew I'll regret yet I still don't put in any hard work or effort. That's how freaking lazy I am. :(
Even yesterday (Sunday), I didn't really feel nervous or scared. Maybe it's because I'm confident? Or is it that I don't bother? So much mixed feelings I don't even... T____T but then the kan cheong-ness started to kick in around the evening so I guess that's alright.
Well, all I CAN do now is do my very very best in all the papers to come! I know it's not enough but I will do my utmost best. I have to believe in myself!
That aside, here's a list of to-dos and things that I'm looking forward to AFTER SPM HOHOHO. 8D in no particular order.
1) LEARN TO DRIVE A CAR GODAMMIT! Have been wanting to do this forever but don't have the time /excuse but before that I have to retake my undang which have been forever postponed because... No time orz /foreverexcuse
2) CLEAN AND CLEAR MY ROOM. My room is like a dump site. Literally looks like the aftermath of a typhoon lol. Need to clean and tidy it up and have to throw away a hell lot of unwanted stuff.
3) SELL ALL THE UNWANTED THINGS. Clothes, accessories, story books, face/body/whatever products, other random shit and most importantly REFERENCE BOOKS MUAHAHAHA!
4) REVAMP MY WARDROBE + PROM DRESS HUNTING. As I'll be starting college next year, I thought I'd want to look more like an adult. No more tee shirts and shorts/jeans please. Can use the money earned from sales to buy new clothes! As for prom dress, don't really wanna spend too much on it since I'll only be wearing it once.
5) GET NEW FURNITURE FOR MY ROOM. Since my parents and I switched room due to some feng shui thingy, my current room is lacking of a bookshelf and a proper study table. My current table is like some random cacat foldable table and my books are stacked on the floor lol. Can imagine how messy it is. :/
6) CLASS TRIP! 3 days 2 night trip to Penang and langkawi I think? Time for some quality time with my dear classmates! :D
7) PROM. Hmm dunno how should I feel about this. Half excited, half no shit given lol.
8) SETTLE CF PLAN. Not much to settle actually since the characters I chose this year are quite simple and doesn't have much accessories and props whatsoever. And I'll be going solo too. Just need to make sure I got everything. Oh, and need to get contacts sighs. /moneygone
9) PRACTICE MAKE UP! I shall! Don't wanna fail yet again! I want to have that proud feeling of doing justice to a character! TwT
10) LOSE WEIGHT ORZ. The only thing that's making me fail in every cosplay. T____T I have really large bones and a lot of meat so it makes me look really bulky like some amazon warrior lol. And I'm not really tall so yeah. Shall work hard on this too! I wanna be fit and look good ! ヽ(；▽；)ノ
11) WATCH ALL THE ANIMES. Hah! A must on almost every to-do list lol. Old ones, new ones, ongoing ones. So many of them!
12) READ ALL THE BOOKS! Bought a couple of books from book fairs and cheap sales and they still remain untouched. :(
13) BALIK KAMPUNGS? Yeah prolly going back to visit my sick aunt and to meet my overseas cousins which I haven't seen in a very long time! Why are my hometowns at the other side of Malaysia orz!
14) RANDOM OUTING WITH FRIENDS. Bound to happen since everyone's celebrating haha! :D
That's about it! So much to do in a month! I hope I'll be able to accomplish everything. :D
Finally, all the best to all SPM students! May you all have a clear and calm mind to answer all the questions well! ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ
Now I shall sleep and will be awake in another 5 hours orz.
Monday, 22 October 2012
Two weeks.
Till damnation! When all hell breaks loose! Σ（ﾟдﾟlll）
Nah it's just SPM actually. Just. Just. How the hell can I say that so calmly. T_______T
As doomsday is coming, I still don't understand why am I so chill and relaxed wtf. Thinking back when I had UPSR or PMR I was studying my ass off weeks before the exam. So I've come to a conclusion that the older I get, the lazier I become. Hypothesis accepted, as proven ^
I'm so worried I won't be able to answer the questions and I know I'll surely regret if I don't work hard yet I can't force myself to do it. D: SELF Y U NO STUDY AND BE HARDWORKING. And they say Tauruses are hard workers. Something might have gone wrong somewhere.
My most weakest subjectS are Modern Math, Add Math and Accounts. All calculation subjects. Yes, so the myth about all Asians are math geniuses is broken ! Call me a #failasian now. (´Д` )
That aside, I do have a couple of strong subjects (A-B range) like English, General Science, Moral and... Wait for it...
Bahasa Malaysia.
Hah! Didn't see that coming huh! So grateful to have been tutored by my awesome BM tuition teacher. （＾∇＾）
I've always done better in memorizing subjects. I guess my brain's that way. Not Sejarah though. Thanks to all those stupid structured questions and essays. I used to do quite well when I was in Form 1 - Form 3 when all we had to do is circle and tembak objective questions ho! 8D
And so, here comes my SPM goal!
BM : A+
BI : A+
BC : B
Modern Maths : C
Add Maths : C
Accounts : C
Ekonomi : B
Moral : A
Sejarah : A
Science : A
English Lit : A
I took Chinese because I was FORCED to. My high school has this stupid rule where any student from a Chinese primary school is required to take Chinese for both PMR AND SPM. So dumb! But thank god I'm doing okay in Chinese. B is slightly higher than my usual C and C+ but I hope I can make it! Aimed low for the calculation subjects cuz I really have low confidence on these 3. :/ despite everyone claiming how easy it'll be in the actual exam. Took English Literature as an extra subject in hope it'll be able to compensate my Cs haha! At least I'm doing fine there. ^_^
Bold goal for Sejarah but I'll do my best and hope my brain can store Sejarah well like I did previously! Ekonomi is boring ttm so yeah. The A+ ones are those which I'm really confident in.
Graduation ceremony in a week! So is the last day of school... Like forever. Boy am I gonna miss high school. :/
Nah it's just SPM actually. Just. Just. How the hell can I say that so calmly. T_______T
As doomsday is coming, I still don't understand why am I so chill and relaxed wtf. Thinking back when I had UPSR or PMR I was studying my ass off weeks before the exam. So I've come to a conclusion that the older I get, the lazier I become. Hypothesis accepted, as proven ^
I'm so worried I won't be able to answer the questions and I know I'll surely regret if I don't work hard yet I can't force myself to do it. D: SELF Y U NO STUDY AND BE HARDWORKING. And they say Tauruses are hard workers. Something might have gone wrong somewhere.
My most weakest subjectS are Modern Math, Add Math and Accounts. All calculation subjects. Yes, so the myth about all Asians are math geniuses is broken ! Call me a #failasian now. (´Д` )
That aside, I do have a couple of strong subjects (A-B range) like English, General Science, Moral and... Wait for it...
Bahasa Malaysia.
Hah! Didn't see that coming huh! So grateful to have been tutored by my awesome BM tuition teacher. （＾∇＾）
I've always done better in memorizing subjects. I guess my brain's that way. Not Sejarah though. Thanks to all those stupid structured questions and essays. I used to do quite well when I was in Form 1 - Form 3 when all we had to do is circle and tembak objective questions ho! 8D
And so, here comes my SPM goal!
BM : A+
BI : A+
BC : B
Modern Maths : C
Add Maths : C
Accounts : C
Ekonomi : B
Moral : A
Sejarah : A
Science : A
English Lit : A
I took Chinese because I was FORCED to. My high school has this stupid rule where any student from a Chinese primary school is required to take Chinese for both PMR AND SPM. So dumb! But thank god I'm doing okay in Chinese. B is slightly higher than my usual C and C+ but I hope I can make it! Aimed low for the calculation subjects cuz I really have low confidence on these 3. :/ despite everyone claiming how easy it'll be in the actual exam. Took English Literature as an extra subject in hope it'll be able to compensate my Cs haha! At least I'm doing fine there. ^_^
Bold goal for Sejarah but I'll do my best and hope my brain can store Sejarah well like I did previously! Ekonomi is boring ttm so yeah. The A+ ones are those which I'm really confident in.
Graduation ceremony in a week! So is the last day of school... Like forever. Boy am I gonna miss high school. :/
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