So in exactly 7 hours more. I'll be sitting for the examination of damnation aka SPM. D:
As usual, the first paper would be BM. One of he few subjects I'm hopeful of.
To be honest, I haven't been really studying super hardcore like others. And up till now I admit feeling extremely guilty and about it. See, it's happening again. I knew I'll regret yet I still don't put in any hard work or effort. That's how freaking lazy I am. :(
Even yesterday (Sunday), I didn't really feel nervous or scared. Maybe it's because I'm confident? Or is it that I don't bother? So much mixed feelings I don't even... T____T but then the kan cheong-ness started to kick in around the evening so I guess that's alright.
Well, all I CAN do now is do my very very best in all the papers to come! I know it's not enough but I will do my utmost best. I have to believe in myself!
That aside, here's a list of to-dos and things that I'm looking forward to AFTER SPM HOHOHO. 8D in no particular order.
1) LEARN TO DRIVE A CAR GODAMMIT! Have been wanting to do this forever but don't have the time /excuse but before that I have to retake my undang which have been forever postponed because... No time orz /foreverexcuse
2) CLEAN AND CLEAR MY ROOM. My room is like a dump site. Literally looks like the aftermath of a typhoon lol. Need to clean and tidy it up and have to throw away a hell lot of unwanted stuff.
3) SELL ALL THE UNWANTED THINGS. Clothes, accessories, story books, face/body/whatever products, other random shit and most importantly REFERENCE BOOKS MUAHAHAHA!
4) REVAMP MY WARDROBE + PROM DRESS HUNTING. As I'll be starting college next year, I thought I'd want to look more like an adult. No more tee shirts and shorts/jeans please. Can use the money earned from sales to buy new clothes! As for prom dress, don't really wanna spend too much on it since I'll only be wearing it once.
5) GET NEW FURNITURE FOR MY ROOM. Since my parents and I switched room due to some feng shui thingy, my current room is lacking of a bookshelf and a proper study table. My current table is like some random cacat foldable table and my books are stacked on the floor lol. Can imagine how messy it is. :/
6) CLASS TRIP! 3 days 2 night trip to Penang and langkawi I think? Time for some quality time with my dear classmates! :D
7) PROM. Hmm dunno how should I feel about this. Half excited, half no shit given lol.
8) SETTLE CF PLAN. Not much to settle actually since the characters I chose this year are quite simple and doesn't have much accessories and props whatsoever. And I'll be going solo too. Just need to make sure I got everything. Oh, and need to get contacts sighs. /moneygone
9) PRACTICE MAKE UP! I shall! Don't wanna fail yet again! I want to have that proud feeling of doing justice to a character! TwT
10) LOSE WEIGHT ORZ. The only thing that's making me fail in every cosplay. T____T I have really large bones and a lot of meat so it makes me look really bulky like some amazon warrior lol. And I'm not really tall so yeah. Shall work hard on this too! I wanna be fit and look good ! ヽ(；▽；)ノ
11) WATCH ALL THE ANIMES. Hah! A must on almost every to-do list lol. Old ones, new ones, ongoing ones. So many of them!
12) READ ALL THE BOOKS! Bought a couple of books from book fairs and cheap sales and they still remain untouched. :(
13) BALIK KAMPUNGS? Yeah prolly going back to visit my sick aunt and to meet my overseas cousins which I haven't seen in a very long time! Why are my hometowns at the other side of Malaysia orz!
14) RANDOM OUTING WITH FRIENDS. Bound to happen since everyone's celebrating haha! :D
That's about it! So much to do in a month! I hope I'll be able to accomplish everything. :D
Finally, all the best to all SPM students! May you all have a clear and calm mind to answer all the questions well! ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ
Now I shall sleep and will be awake in another 5 hours orz.
