So in exactly 7 hours more. I'll be sitting for the examination of damnation aka SPM. D:
As usual, the first paper would be BM. One of he few subjects I'm hopeful of.
To be honest, I haven't been really studying super hardcore like others. And up till now I admit feeling extremely guilty and about it. See, it's happening again. I knew I'll regret yet I still don't put in any hard work or effort. That's how freaking lazy I am. :(
Even yesterday (Sunday), I didn't really feel nervous or scared. Maybe it's because I'm confident? Or is it that I don't bother? So much mixed feelings I don't even... T____T but then the kan cheong-ness started to kick in around the evening so I guess that's alright.
Well, all I CAN do now is do my very very best in all the papers to come! I know it's not enough but I will do my utmost best. I have to believe in myself!
That aside, here's a list of to-dos and things that I'm looking forward to AFTER SPM HOHOHO. 8D in no particular order.
1) LEARN TO DRIVE A CAR GODAMMIT! Have been wanting to do this forever but don't have the time /excuse but before that I have to retake my undang which have been forever postponed because... No time orz /foreverexcuse
2) CLEAN AND CLEAR MY ROOM. My room is like a dump site. Literally looks like the aftermath of a typhoon lol. Need to clean and tidy it up and have to throw away a hell lot of unwanted stuff.
3) SELL ALL THE UNWANTED THINGS. Clothes, accessories, story books, face/body/whatever products, other random shit and most importantly REFERENCE BOOKS MUAHAHAHA!
4) REVAMP MY WARDROBE + PROM DRESS HUNTING. As I'll be starting college next year, I thought I'd want to look more like an adult. No more tee shirts and shorts/jeans please. Can use the money earned from sales to buy new clothes! As for prom dress, don't really wanna spend too much on it since I'll only be wearing it once.
5) GET NEW FURNITURE FOR MY ROOM. Since my parents and I switched room due to some feng shui thingy, my current room is lacking of a bookshelf and a proper study table. My current table is like some random cacat foldable table and my books are stacked on the floor lol. Can imagine how messy it is. :/
6) CLASS TRIP! 3 days 2 night trip to Penang and langkawi I think? Time for some quality time with my dear classmates! :D
7) PROM. Hmm dunno how should I feel about this. Half excited, half no shit given lol.
8) SETTLE CF PLAN. Not much to settle actually since the characters I chose this year are quite simple and doesn't have much accessories and props whatsoever. And I'll be going solo too. Just need to make sure I got everything. Oh, and need to get contacts sighs. /moneygone
9) PRACTICE MAKE UP! I shall! Don't wanna fail yet again! I want to have that proud feeling of doing justice to a character! TwT
10) LOSE WEIGHT ORZ. The only thing that's making me fail in every cosplay. T____T I have really large bones and a lot of meat so it makes me look really bulky like some amazon warrior lol. And I'm not really tall so yeah. Shall work hard on this too! I wanna be fit and look good ! ヽ(；▽；)ノ
11) WATCH ALL THE ANIMES. Hah! A must on almost every to-do list lol. Old ones, new ones, ongoing ones. So many of them!
12) READ ALL THE BOOKS! Bought a couple of books from book fairs and cheap sales and they still remain untouched. :(
13) BALIK KAMPUNGS? Yeah prolly going back to visit my sick aunt and to meet my overseas cousins which I haven't seen in a very long time! Why are my hometowns at the other side of Malaysia orz!
14) RANDOM OUTING WITH FRIENDS. Bound to happen since everyone's celebrating haha! :D
That's about it! So much to do in a month! I hope I'll be able to accomplish everything. :D
Finally, all the best to all SPM students! May you all have a clear and calm mind to answer all the questions well! ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ
Now I shall sleep and will be awake in another 5 hours orz.
Monday, 5 November 2012
Monday, 22 October 2012
Two weeks.
Till damnation! When all hell breaks loose! Σ（ﾟдﾟlll）
Nah it's just SPM actually. Just. Just. How the hell can I say that so calmly. T_______T
As doomsday is coming, I still don't understand why am I so chill and relaxed wtf. Thinking back when I had UPSR or PMR I was studying my ass off weeks before the exam. So I've come to a conclusion that the older I get, the lazier I become. Hypothesis accepted, as proven ^
I'm so worried I won't be able to answer the questions and I know I'll surely regret if I don't work hard yet I can't force myself to do it. D: SELF Y U NO STUDY AND BE HARDWORKING. And they say Tauruses are hard workers. Something might have gone wrong somewhere.
My most weakest subjectS are Modern Math, Add Math and Accounts. All calculation subjects. Yes, so the myth about all Asians are math geniuses is broken ! Call me a #failasian now. (´Д` )
That aside, I do have a couple of strong subjects (A-B range) like English, General Science, Moral and... Wait for it...
Bahasa Malaysia.
Hah! Didn't see that coming huh! So grateful to have been tutored by my awesome BM tuition teacher. （＾∇＾）
I've always done better in memorizing subjects. I guess my brain's that way. Not Sejarah though. Thanks to all those stupid structured questions and essays. I used to do quite well when I was in Form 1 - Form 3 when all we had to do is circle and tembak objective questions ho! 8D
And so, here comes my SPM goal!
BM : A+
BI : A+
BC : B
Modern Maths : C
Add Maths : C
Accounts : C
Ekonomi : B
Moral : A
Sejarah : A
Science : A
English Lit : A
I took Chinese because I was FORCED to. My high school has this stupid rule where any student from a Chinese primary school is required to take Chinese for both PMR AND SPM. So dumb! But thank god I'm doing okay in Chinese. B is slightly higher than my usual C and C+ but I hope I can make it! Aimed low for the calculation subjects cuz I really have low confidence on these 3. :/ despite everyone claiming how easy it'll be in the actual exam. Took English Literature as an extra subject in hope it'll be able to compensate my Cs haha! At least I'm doing fine there. ^_^
Bold goal for Sejarah but I'll do my best and hope my brain can store Sejarah well like I did previously! Ekonomi is boring ttm so yeah. The A+ ones are those which I'm really confident in.
Graduation ceremony in a week! So is the last day of school... Like forever. Boy am I gonna miss high school. :/
Nah it's just SPM actually. Just. Just. How the hell can I say that so calmly. T_______T
As doomsday is coming, I still don't understand why am I so chill and relaxed wtf. Thinking back when I had UPSR or PMR I was studying my ass off weeks before the exam. So I've come to a conclusion that the older I get, the lazier I become. Hypothesis accepted, as proven ^
I'm so worried I won't be able to answer the questions and I know I'll surely regret if I don't work hard yet I can't force myself to do it. D: SELF Y U NO STUDY AND BE HARDWORKING. And they say Tauruses are hard workers. Something might have gone wrong somewhere.
My most weakest subjectS are Modern Math, Add Math and Accounts. All calculation subjects. Yes, so the myth about all Asians are math geniuses is broken ! Call me a #failasian now. (´Д` )
That aside, I do have a couple of strong subjects (A-B range) like English, General Science, Moral and... Wait for it...
Bahasa Malaysia.
Hah! Didn't see that coming huh! So grateful to have been tutored by my awesome BM tuition teacher. （＾∇＾）
I've always done better in memorizing subjects. I guess my brain's that way. Not Sejarah though. Thanks to all those stupid structured questions and essays. I used to do quite well when I was in Form 1 - Form 3 when all we had to do is circle and tembak objective questions ho! 8D
And so, here comes my SPM goal!
BM : A+
BI : A+
BC : B
Modern Maths : C
Add Maths : C
Accounts : C
Ekonomi : B
Moral : A
Sejarah : A
Science : A
English Lit : A
I took Chinese because I was FORCED to. My high school has this stupid rule where any student from a Chinese primary school is required to take Chinese for both PMR AND SPM. So dumb! But thank god I'm doing okay in Chinese. B is slightly higher than my usual C and C+ but I hope I can make it! Aimed low for the calculation subjects cuz I really have low confidence on these 3. :/ despite everyone claiming how easy it'll be in the actual exam. Took English Literature as an extra subject in hope it'll be able to compensate my Cs haha! At least I'm doing fine there. ^_^
Bold goal for Sejarah but I'll do my best and hope my brain can store Sejarah well like I did previously! Ekonomi is boring ttm so yeah. The A+ ones are those which I'm really confident in.
Graduation ceremony in a week! So is the last day of school... Like forever. Boy am I gonna miss high school. :/
Sunday, 23 September 2012
Graduation... Already?
Yes, it's been really boring nowadays...
Since our SPM trials are over, all the teachers seem to be either busy marking ourscrewed up exam papers or just literally doing nothing. D: So basically it's liek free period FOR THE WHOLE DAY LOL.
So i'm sorta planning to not go to school at all right after i got all of my exam papers heh. :3 Since PMR will be coming soon around beginning of October, and the school seems a little more quiet with lesser Form 3's taking their self-announced study leave lol. It might be worse after PMR though, maybe only a quarter of the Form 3 population will turn up... Not surprising though, it's always like this every year end. And i bet us Form 5's population will decrease drastically right after PMR too. Study leave ftw! (Y) :D
And the whole morning session will only consists of the Form 4's and Form 6's.
So my classmates have already started asking the teachers about graduation. Most of them thniks that it will be before SPM. Somewhere around mid October. And we'll have to practice for the graduation ceremony, like all those going on stage and retrieving certificates and stuff. SO that means i'll still have to go to school fml...
Each class will have to send around 15 representatives to go on stage to sing a song on graduation too. I somehow got dragged into this by my friends but ah well, once in a lifetime experience right? (:
Sheesh, all this talk about graduation and all... Makes me feel somehow sorrowful. (LOL HELLO GARRY! xD) I mean, ever since i was in Form 3 i was all "Ohhh i wanna graduate ASAP and leave this hell!" but come to think of it now, i do have the slight feeling of not hoping to leave that quick... :'C
Ahhhhhh i'm being so emo and shit! Stop stop! Still have to freaking study! PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER WOMAN!
Anyways, i've recently took obssession to another level.
Say hello to my new wallpaper! <3
HELLO KISE I CAN SEE YOU WELCOMING ME WITH OPEN ARMS WHENEVER I OPEN THE COMP. *w*
Seriously, i have never been into an anime character this much. And it's getting out of hand ahhhh. D: Kuroko no Basket has unleashed the fangirl lying deep down in me wtf. Fujimaki Tadatoshi you really are one helluva awesome mangaka! Thank you so much for have written this manga! *w*
With SPM closing in, i think i better start planning on my Comic Fiesta plan asap. Don't think i'll have much time preparing during that period of time either. Either way, my plan this year is to keep it simple. So far i have a few characters in my mind, but i'm just so indecisve i just can't decide on two. :S Still unsure whether to go as Mary. But it would be so weird without having Ib and Garry, right...? Oh well.
Since our SPM trials are over, all the teachers seem to be either busy marking our
So i'm sorta planning to not go to school at all right after i got all of my exam papers heh. :3 Since PMR will be coming soon around beginning of October, and the school seems a little more quiet with lesser Form 3's taking their self-announced study leave lol. It might be worse after PMR though, maybe only a quarter of the Form 3 population will turn up... Not surprising though, it's always like this every year end. And i bet us Form 5's population will decrease drastically right after PMR too. Study leave ftw! (Y) :D
And the whole morning session will only consists of the Form 4's and Form 6's.
So my classmates have already started asking the teachers about graduation. Most of them thniks that it will be before SPM. Somewhere around mid October. And we'll have to practice for the graduation ceremony, like all those going on stage and retrieving certificates and stuff. SO that means i'll still have to go to school fml...
Each class will have to send around 15 representatives to go on stage to sing a song on graduation too. I somehow got dragged into this by my friends but ah well, once in a lifetime experience right? (:
Sheesh, all this talk about graduation and all... Makes me feel somehow sorrowful. (LOL HELLO GARRY! xD) I mean, ever since i was in Form 3 i was all "Ohhh i wanna graduate ASAP and leave this hell!" but come to think of it now, i do have the slight feeling of not hoping to leave that quick... :'C
Ahhhhhh i'm being so emo and shit! Stop stop! Still have to freaking study! PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER WOMAN!
Anyways, i've recently took obssession to another level.
Say hello to my new wallpaper! <3
HELLO KISE I CAN SEE YOU WELCOMING ME WITH OPEN ARMS WHENEVER I OPEN THE COMP. *w*
Seriously, i have never been into an anime character this much. And it's getting out of hand ahhhh. D: Kuroko no Basket has unleashed the fangirl lying deep down in me wtf. Fujimaki Tadatoshi you really are one helluva awesome mangaka! Thank you so much for have written this manga! *w*
With SPM closing in, i think i better start planning on my Comic Fiesta plan asap. Don't think i'll have much time preparing during that period of time either. Either way, my plan this year is to keep it simple. So far i have a few characters in my mind, but i'm just so indecisve i just can't decide on two. :S Still unsure whether to go as Mary. But it would be so weird without having Ib and Garry, right...? Oh well.
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