Two weeks.

Till damnation! When all hell breaks loose! Σ（ﾟдﾟlll）

Nah it's just SPM actually. Just. Just. How the hell can I say that so calmly. T_______T

As doomsday is coming, I still don't understand why am I so chill and relaxed wtf. Thinking back when I had UPSR or PMR I was studying my ass off weeks before the exam. So I've come to a conclusion that the older I get, the lazier I become. Hypothesis accepted, as proven ^

I'm so worried I won't be able to answer the questions and I know I'll surely regret if I don't work hard yet I can't force myself to do it. D: SELF Y U NO STUDY AND BE HARDWORKING. And they say Tauruses are hard workers. Something might have gone wrong somewhere.

My most weakest subjectS are Modern Math, Add Math and Accounts. All calculation subjects. Yes, so the myth about all Asians are math geniuses is broken ! Call me a #failasian now. (´Д` )

That aside, I do have a couple of strong subjects (A-B range) like English, General Science, Moral and... Wait for it...
Bahasa Malaysia.

Hah! Didn't see that coming huh! So grateful to have been tutored by my awesome BM tuition teacher. （＾∇＾）

I've always done better in memorizing subjects. I guess my brain's that way. Not Sejarah though. Thanks to all those stupid structured questions and essays. I used to do quite well when I was in Form 1 - Form 3 when all we had to do is circle and tembak objective questions ho! 8D

And so, here comes my SPM goal!

BM : A+
BI : A+
BC : B
Modern Maths : C
Add Maths : C
Accounts : C
Ekonomi : B
Moral : A
Sejarah : A
Science : A
English Lit : A

I took Chinese because I was FORCED to. My high school has this stupid rule where any student from a Chinese primary school is required to take Chinese for both PMR AND SPM. So dumb! But thank god I'm doing okay in Chinese. B is slightly higher than my usual C and C+ but I hope I can make it! Aimed low for the calculation subjects cuz I really have low confidence on these 3. :/ despite everyone claiming how easy it'll be in the actual exam. Took English Literature as an extra subject in hope it'll be able to compensate my Cs haha! At least I'm doing fine there. ^_^
Bold goal for Sejarah but I'll do my best and hope my brain can store Sejarah well like I did previously! Ekonomi is boring ttm so yeah. The A+ ones are those which I'm really confident in.

Graduation ceremony in a week! So is the last day of school... Like forever. Boy am I gonna miss high school. :/

Graduation... Already?

Yes, it's been really boring nowadays...

Since our SPM trials are over, all the teachers seem to be either busy marking our screwed up exam papers or just literally doing nothing. D: So basically it's liek free period FOR THE WHOLE DAY LOL.

So i'm sorta planning to not go to school at all right after i got all of my exam papers heh. :3 Since PMR will be coming soon around beginning of October, and the school seems a little more quiet with lesser Form 3's taking their self-announced study leave lol. It might be worse after PMR though, maybe only a quarter of the Form 3 population will turn up... Not surprising though, it's always like this every year end. And i bet us Form 5's population will decrease drastically right after PMR too. Study leave ftw! (Y) :D

And the whole morning session will only consists of the Form 4's and Form 6's.

So my classmates have already started asking the teachers about graduation. Most of them thniks that it will be before SPM. Somewhere around mid October. And we'll have to practice for the graduation ceremony, like all those going on stage and retrieving certificates and stuff. SO that means i'll still have to go to school fml...

Each class will have to send around 15 representatives to go on stage to sing a song on graduation too. I somehow got dragged into this by my friends but ah well, once in a lifetime experience right? (:

Sheesh, all this talk about graduation and all... Makes me feel somehow sorrowful. (LOL HELLO GARRY! xD) I mean, ever since i was in Form 3 i was all "Ohhh i wanna graduate ASAP and leave this hell!" but come to think of it now, i do have the slight feeling of not hoping to leave that quick... :'C

Ahhhhhh i'm being so emo and shit! Stop stop! Still have to freaking study! PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER WOMAN!

Anyways, i've recently took obssession to another level.

Say hello to my new wallpaper! <3

HELLO KISE I CAN SEE YOU WELCOMING ME WITH OPEN ARMS WHENEVER I OPEN THE COMP. *w*

Seriously, i have never been into an anime character this much. And it's getting out of hand ahhhh. D: Kuroko no Basket has unleashed the fangirl lying deep down in me wtf. Fujimaki Tadatoshi you really are one helluva awesome mangaka! Thank you so much for have written this manga! *w*

With SPM closing in, i think i better start planning on my Comic Fiesta plan asap. Don't think i'll have much time preparing during that period of time either. Either way, my plan this year is to keep it simple. So far i have a few characters in my mind, but i'm just so indecisve i just can't decide on two. :S Still unsure whether to go as Mary. But it would be so weird without having Ib and Garry, right...? Oh well.

No leaving ever.

Okay! Shall take a break from accounts to blog. :D

I'll make a rant on a game instead. This time, Ib.

First heard some guy classmates talking about this game, Ib during May, i think. They seem really excited so i joined the conversation and they told me more about this game.

So they said it was a horror game. WHAT HORROR NO WAY UH-UH. I'm a total chicken when it comes to literally ANYTHING horror-related. Even ghost stories! Reminiscing the days where i played Hotel 626 when i was 12 with a bunch of equally chicken guy friends back in primary school. I had nightmares for a few nights. D':

Despite them telling me it's not really scary, i still didn't have the courage (or time :/) to play the game. Then Felix told me that it's a 8-bit game and it wasn't really scary as there weren't any ghosts and all. Just some moving potraits and sculptures. (Oops is that a spoiler? :D) That sorta relieved me abit. But still, the thought of playing a horror game alone still terrifies me. D:

After a few months, Ib suddenly got really popular and even cosplays of the game were out! Many said that it's a really good game and worth a play! So i finally decided to do some research about the game and even downloaded it wtf WHAT AM I THINKING?! D: And even twinneh Joanne played the game and made a review of it here.

So during the Raya holidays, i dragged my semi-chicken (LOL. She's not really a chicken but her balls of steel are greater than mine! xD) sister along for company!

Wtf why is the opening music so creepy?! Makes me want to 'exit' already LOL!

So the game started off quite smoothly, until...

SHIT SOMETHING'S GONNA HAPPEN NOOOOOO.

Afterwards, the music got really creepy and eerie but i still proceeded... With a heavy heart orz. Some videos on YouTube has shown the player playing in window mode (like Twinneh too) but sis stubbornly wanted it on full screen mode. ;___;

Actually the game is sorta like a puzzle game where you have to solve something to get to another stage. Oh, and the creepy music changes in the game too. Wonder where Kouri get all those eerie tracks. Basically it's the music that's making the whole game intimidating plus a few life-threatening moments like getting chased by The Lady in Red and those headless mannequins. D:

But from the entire game, this was the part that scared me shitless.

And i made Garry die. T_____T I'm so sorry Ib!

Ib has mulitiple endings. And to get those better ones it's best if you play the game with a walkthrough. But despite playing the game with the guide of a walkthrough, i still got a very crappy ending which was the " Together, forever " one which was mad crreepy. :S MARY YOU STALKER.

I guess i wasn't paying much attention to the walkthrough and wanted to TRY to finish the game myself. But i ended up getting the sucky ending FML. :/

So i went on YouTube and watched all the other endings and The Forgotten Portrait was the saddest IMO. Poor Garry! T________T

Conclusion is! This game is really simple but with it's awesome plot, it manages to provide a very satisfying game play. PLUS the creepy music. It's more of 'disturbing' than 'scary' IMO. I guess even the chicken of all chickens will manage to play through without getting a heart attack lol.

Haha Garry's so funny! xD

I enjoyed myself very much while playing this game. But i was grabbing a pillow all along... Just incase. The game has it's very kancheong moments but nothing too terrifying. Definetely worth a play! Or if you're planning to start playing horror games, give this for a start!

I actually dislike Mary in the game... But i kinda feel like cosplaying her. Would love to cosplay as Ib instead but i don't think i'll be able to pull Ib off well. Feel as though i'm more suited for Mary. :o Hmm, might add Mary in my Comic Fiesta plan.

Ending this post with a very spoiler-y and disturbing video from the game. :3

Now, back to freaking accounts. Hello numbers. :/